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Friday, 08 May 2009

  • Absence!


    Hello!

    Sorry I haven't been online either here, or in general lately. I had a hellish last couple weeks of school, but ended with a 3.0 woo!. My cumulative GPA is still low because of the mental breakdown I had a few years ago, but its going back up slowly.

    Finals went great, and Steph ended up with a new 2007 Hyundai Accent, and she was wonderful enough just to give me her old car. It needs some work, but now at least when its fixed I can commute.

    It took us forever to get everything loaded up and moved to my house, but its all fit snugly in there and looks really nice. Things really have come together for us. So I thank God or whatever higher power is influencing our lives.

    Ttys

    Miles

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    Pushed to Pull
    Love to Lust
    Break to Bend
    Hurt to Trust

    Lost to Found
    Ground to Dirt
    Look to Touch
    Hard to Mush

    The Things in Life
    That Pass us By
    Will lead to happiness
    In another Life.

Thursday, 09 April 2009

  • Fate?

    Fate?

    I reflect, refracting.
    through a glass that filters light
    a dark, only I could feel, bursts yet from inside
    The light caresses walls warming up the room, but
    here I so cold, What really can I do?

    I pick this glass, the gall of it, tormenting my solemn soul
    I toss it from my heart, and then tear it from my soul
    However, in doing this I tear a piece of it from me
    I piece fractures my heart, and here I'm left to bleed. .
  • The Concept of Forever..

    Is there a road were meant to take
    Collective in what we do or say?
    A road where History repeats
    Everything a part of Everything?
    How fair is our lives if its only
    To build Those of other people?
    This road, Spiritus Mundi,
    A unfriendly being, who' single desire erases
    The entire will of the Human Race.

    This cyclone of undying memories
    Seems to constantly grow, and repeats.
    Could we master this cycle,friends,
    Your skepticism we could just avoid!
    Then the World would forever be in peace.
    So do NOT be angry with this being!
    His purpose is not one to toil with lives.
    He will only put us in our places;
    Whenever it may be our time to die.

Wednesday, 08 April 2009

  • A Break.

    So I guess my girlfriend and I are taking a break. I need to figure out where I am right now emotionally. I feel honestly like scum. I know that she's great, but I'm not entirely sure that I'm ready for a really serious commitment. We'll see what happens I guess..  ugh




Tuesday, 07 April 2009


  • I am going to be recreating the novel "The Sorrows of Young Werther" by Goethe... !!!
    This will be a long tiresome effort, but hell he wrote it in like three weeks we'll see what happens.

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